There is one word that I have started using a lot recently and that is ….. Happy. I never thought I would say this word or even feel this word again after the six months I have but I was wrong. Happy is a word I use daily to tell family and friends how I am feeling. I have so much in my life to be happy about and I feel really lucky and proud of myself for getting through the last few months and ending up with a smile on my face.
Six months ago my life hit rock bottom and I have crawled my way through to where I am now. I am back on my feet, standing tall, smiling and happy once again. I never thought I would get here but I have. The children are happy, I am happy and the people who are in direct contact with me and my family are all happy and makes me smile.
The children have noticed a big change in me, they do not know the full story behind my smile but they are enjoying seeing me happy instead of crying like the past few months. I know things will come along to test me, thats already started but you know what the children are the one thing that will pull me through the next stage of my life and one things for sure I WILL be wearing a smile.
I am happier now than I have ever been in my life, when I look back over the last few years at how I lived my life it makes me cringe. Life is for living, its for getting out and having fun, its for seeing and doing things you have never done before, its for enjoying with friends and family and most of all its about smiling and being happy.
I get stopped in the playground at school all of the time mainly because I walking through with a smile on my face. Other parents keep commenting on how happy I look and after the last few months they keep telling me its nice to see me smile.
I am happy and smiling again and thats down to four things in my life that I am thankful for ….
I am thankful for my beautiful children who give me a reason to get up in the morning, I am thankful for my health, I am thankful for my family and incredible friends I have by my side and I am thankful to the man who walked into my life recently and gave me a reason to smile again. Having these four things in my life means the world to me and as long as they are by my side I will be just fine and HAPPY.
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